The happiness and freedom of love

The topic might seem pretty random ... but well its amazing when sometimes we act and feel completely different then what we thought will ... something which should had made me sad ... and did made me sad momentrianaly but well then i was engrossed with a feeling of strange happiness and freedom ... havent felt such good since ages perhaps ... over two and half years i must say ... its been a amazing learning ... and an amazing experiance ... words don't exist for me to express the amount i am feeling good about myself ... feel very energetic ... feel like singing and dancing (now i know i am bad dancer and singer) ... but its just there ... on cloud nine :D just cant stop laughing ...

I guess its a feeling of knowing and relaizing something in your life which makes a huge difference ... something which has always bothered me ... i know now what is love ... i can say that love can never be lost ... we immorals might disagree that aisa nahi hai all ... but well its always there ... many people say that love is lost and all .. i disagree ... i think it can never be lost ... perhaps the way we look at love is different ... love is relationship with any other person ... and its gonna be there always... it can never be lost ... its like we feel and we refuse ke aisa kuch nahi hai ... but then aisa khene se sach to nahi badal jata hai na ... truth still will remain same always ... the feeling is there and will be ....

the friendship is perhaps the most beautifull thing in life ... according to me breakups, etc are not real things ... atleast in a serious relationship ... it is a bond which is there and which will be ... its the bond of care for each other .. and love is about giving only ... what should had made me sad was that i am gonna loose her ... but then over time i knew i am not loosing her ... i can't ... and she also can't cause its a bond which we have and that can't be lost ... chahe kuch bhi ho jaye ... it can't be lost ever ... its something which is always gonna be there with us all our lives ... we are going on different paths cause it was not meant for us to be on same path ... but the love we have for each other will always be ... and thats beautifull ... i guess it not necessary for two persons to live together to love each other ... its just natural feeling that comes automatically ... its a click thingiee ... living together is perhaps a form of insaturation ...

i feel great to know this truth ... hahahahaha ... "satya ka gyan ho gaya hai" :D and perhaps its a huge truth i have realized ... i feel my life fullfilled because of it .. cause for me people in my life are very important and for me its important to ask the questions even if i know the answer of them is NO but i will ask them ... its like i want to be sure about it .. i dont want to pre-assume in certain things in my life ... i will always bug you my friends and ask those questions which i know many of you are not comfortable being asked ... but then i can only be friends when i know that person ... if i dont know that person i will never be friends with him/her and well thats me ... i guess now i can differentiate between love, friendship and insaturation ... a big learning added to my life ...

A friend of mine always says "You should marry your friend rather than someone you love" and i know what he means now ...

jindgi rocks !!! life is beautifull .... i am so happy ...

love u all my friends ...
take care and if u have read it please leave a comment ... even if its just a hi ... cause its gonna be important for me ....
Kshitij

Came across a blog which made me think ... not think ... just nod and than i thought i should also write something ... the topic which was touched there was about purity of friendship, not the topic but the way i will take it ... friendship is funny and more funnier is when one compares that with love. I dont understand why people make so much hue and cry about friends, do they because are they jelous ... being always asked a question about my friends, i have always told yes i have friends, and they are just friends, but why the hell do people dont belive it. And its further bad when even your friends are one who question you ... But i think i have atleast understood now that it does not matters, cause i know i am saying the truth, if you dont want to listen and repect the truth then bye bye Mr/Miss.

To me love is a very pure form of friendship, you can say a perfect friendship ... perhaps i am asking for too much ... but i think its about being true to yourself and thats what matters in the end. Friendship is about accepting the other person as he or she is, but there are compromises also, a very simple compormise which we many a times ignore is "when you go out with a group of your friends for a dinner, now all people have there likes and dislikes and you never became friends because of those likes, but still you manage to order something which is accetable to all" isint that a compormise, people will just try to ignore that, its a compormise, but it is ... but when you do a smilar think when for a friend who is of opposite sex, there is so much hue and cry. Man is a social animal, and does in society means always to make comments on people, why do people have to make comments rather than watch themselves, perhaps when they learn that they will go much ahead. started it thinking will write something else, but yehe mind bada he ajeeb hai, wrote complains ... i recon ...

But i know what i will do ... follow Gandhi Ji's advice "Do such behavior to all, as you want them to do to yourself" Perhaps a collection of words which if all people in this world follow there would be no fights, and all people would be so happy.