Whats yr True color ?

Your true color is Black!


What's Your True Color?

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Kshitij, your true color is Black!

Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them — your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness — trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you.

The [.HI] Accident Saga !!!

It seems that i am in a phase of getting accidents ...

Just trying to imagin what happened yesterday and today was again no less ...

Went to office, left for my work to andheri from there, aram se bina kuch style mare driving casually and imagin what can happen, suddenly a bike running ahead of me slips and fells down, okay i reacted further slowed my bike and suddenly from a 90 degree position i am 180 degree flat on road, sitting there and seeing my bike travelling ... just like amitab movies, hero is comming on bike ... and there is oil on the road by the villan, and the bike goes Zoom ... i dont know how i got out of bike ... luckily not much hurt, jst a loss of my cotton trousers are cotton shirt ... so well what ... went to house to change, no blood loss and all ... changed and completed my work and reached office ... and than all it starts again ... the dozing and feeling weak, so boss se chutti li and ghar ko chale ... ghar pauchte hai ... and wht now ... the key fell inside the thing on which we keep the keys .. more bad luck ... to socha lets get the bike repaired ... did tht ... got key from anant, reached house and spoke to my friend ... now feeling very tierd and all and than blackmailed for taking medicin, which i finally took :D

chalo yaha tak to thek tha ...

today had told by boss long time ago for a break ... so was enjoying with my friends, had fun and while returning back ... at Khar, at a signal, i go straight and side se ek car wala aa ke handel mai BOOM ... now had to fell ... luckily for us we fell towards the car and the car person had also anticipated the colloision and me also so we had slowed down considerably and the impulse we got back to bike and not in danger zone of traffic and a traffic policemen rushed to divert the traffic ... kabhi accha kamm bhi karte hai pandu log :p ... quite a remarkable accident prone days ... with straight warnings from my boss not to drive my bike as right now we are in a very critical project stage :D hehehehehehe ... and upar se now my friend gonna tell everybody ke because of me accident happen ... che ... and wo upar se pichle 10 mins se muzhe kehe ja rahi thi ke tumhara accident hoga ...how bad of her ... grrr ... luckily jayada lagi nahi ... bach gaye :) sayad meri company pe bhagwan ko thodi daya aa gayi ... but ... mast chal raha hai ... and what more a gr8 prediction for today ...

Dear Kshitij,
Here is your horoscope
for Friday, April 14:

Sometimes the most significant changes start from the most seemingly insignificant events. It's a good time to pay attention to your intentions as well as your actions. Life-altering events are in the making.


hahahahahahahahhahaha ... life altering sure it is :D
chalo aaj ke liye itna he ... comments awaited.

Koi Aap Sa (Contd.)

hmmm ... a friend of mine after reading my post "koi aap sa" gave me a summary that "i want people to understand me, and they dont understand me or take me for what i am"

perhaps he is party true in that... people do misunderstand me and perhaps that is the reason when i do some things they come out to be shocked, perhaps a blessing in disguise :) But comming back to topic ... there was none anways ... hehehe ... the bigger reason is i think we learn from life, "Life is also a teacher, who takes examination first and than teaches the lesson" Perhaps i have been through many many examinations and from them have learned them a lot, perhaps as i have been alone facing those examinations and that has developed my thinking a lot, may be given some lines on one should and may be because i dont want to hurt anyone and that includes me i have generated the values and morals for friendship ... yes now these things could be very idealistic, but i belive a mahatma ghandi saying "Do to others, what you want for yrself" and i think i just try my level best to do my part and hope for the result, sometimes it comes and sometimes it may not come but well farak kya padtha hai, when you get back than perhaps you are the most happy person, because in today's world getting something which u want is perhaps the biggest thing which one can have and its a dream to have a life the way you want it, even 50% the way you want it, and i have learned that results never come in a day or two, it takes time for your efforts to yield and one should wait for that, its worth waiting for that ... there was a time when i was very unhappy in my life but as that time i never deviated from my values and so perhaps now i am happy, though a few of my friends will life to contradict me on that, but kher thats me ...

why does this questions always troubling me ... why am i writing ... perhaps these days i am writing because that makes it easier for me to talk with myself, and ya a question asked to me "u are not afraid of anyone knowing this" and according to me answer is ... those anybodies wont be able to make out a word from this and perhaps few my friends wont understand some part of it, its something on which it would be very difficult to comment on ... because it is simply my life and how can one comment on that ... hehehehe ... but i will still like to read the comments ...

makes me wonder how much abstractly i can think on anything ... so kuch aur likha jaye kya aaj ? perhaps a few questions will help me write more :) do give

Love,
Kshitij

Koi Aap Sa

Love … Friendship basically Relationships …

There goes a saying that “ek ladka and ladki dost nahi ho sakte” and well I think it’s perhaps correct and perhaps wrong also .. I think it becomes true in the case when two friends are very close otherwise general type friends mai to aisa kuch nahi hota hai mere hisab se. kher why this topic well was seeing the moving “Koi Aap Sa” for the second time, nothing to do in cuttak and uska TV premier aa raha tha, and me always been a fan of romantic comedies, people may think I am a sentimental fool but I really like the movie, what I liked was there beauty in defining what is love ? What is friendship ? and a very true saying also “A friend in need is a friend indeed” apke acche mai to harr jana aap ka dost hota hai, and the people who are there when you are down are your real friends and such people are very tough to find. Because we never tell when we are down, it has to be made out and I guess that only very few people can do.

Kher as always deviating from the topic, meri to khaisayat hai wo akhir :D, so kya kehe raha tha mai, khud he bhul gaya … ya about the movie … well a very cute movie and which makes you think about your friendship with your friends and the relationships we are into … and I think its very difficult always for other people to realize what type of relationship are we with the other person, even our closest of your friends are not able to realize that, makes me wonder than why are they there If they cant get me as we define friends by those who know me … and perhaps one more reason why these things happen is because we are so afraid to express, we are afraid to express thinking what will the other person will think, I will lose him or her, but in actual not saying we actually lose them.

Bolna apne aap mai ek bahut badi chej hai, and perhaps very difficult too, cause its how interpreted, and that is a function of mood, mindset, person, everything … u never know where to draw the lines, what to say, what not to say, where to stop, and don’t we all fight for very very silly reasons and but the beauty of friendship is there when one person is getting angry, other should not become senti, become hurt as the person who is angry dosent knows what he or she is saying and then we tend to hurt the people who matter to us. Those who are our lifelines, and then we drift. I would say I have been lucky in that regard, I can’t hate people, and I let people come and move out of my life, perhaps that hurts me sometimes but that also makes my life beautiful when we are in touch.

I guess we should cherish the moments when we friends were together, we spend quality time right, is it worth to leave that … I don’t think so it is, with life situations change, people changed, all have phases in there lives and it perhaps that makes us think otherwise, warna to you cant loose touch with that person, how can you?

Now I am wondering why am I writing it, reading this makes no sense to me, parr chalo koi nahi thodi non-sense he sahi ;)

But these are the things which can only be felt in life, I am lucky to have experienced all these (From my side only) and I am waiting for some from the other side … lets see where life takes me and all my friends too and all to be friends. This is dedicated to me, my life and lessons which I have learnt in life  I thought why not put these in words and some day laugh about it ;)

hhehehehehehe
the stupid and senti
Kshitij, or Hinger, or .HI, or K, or Horizon … sayad itne he nicks hai  hehehehe

Waise aj lafi likh diya hai main, and I rarely write my posts on my blog perhaps a change gonna happen now, its gonna become kshitijhinger rather than kshitijhinger’s collection in time to come … don’t know which people would like …

My new toy ;)

My new bike ... so how am i looking ? new helmet, my googles .. bass yehe dadu ne pic dhang se nahi li, bike nahi dikh rahi hai poori, ek aur pic leni padagi :)

and ya i am going to my Office :)

Random Thoughts in my Mind ....

hmmm .. so what am i doing ? likh raha hoon .. likhna to meri adat nahi hai .. so kyoin likh raha hoon, pata nahi, sayad isliye kyoin ke kuch karne ko nahi hai ... pada hua hoon cuttak mai, there is lots of work to do, but aj kuch karne ke feel nahi aa rahi hai, pata nahi kyoin ? but well work is still going on good and at times somethings are not in your hand and you can't do anything about it. Life is going on and its so funny, things happen when you least expect those to happen ... even with having so many close, real close buddies i feel at times so alone, so lonley .. ajkal chirkutgiri full form mai chal rahi hai ... making many new friends from there but the question is what am i looking for ? sometime i wonder why do i need more friends, itne sare to hai and unse he touch mai rahena at times becomes problamatic ... but i guess jindgi aise he chalti hai ... isi ka namm jindgi hai :)

dekhte hai whats in store for me for tommorow, i guess now will utilize my time to plan tommorow's work day, that is also very necessary na ... parr still don't feel like ... i guess need to take a small break from work ... parr break le ke bhi kya karunga ? will sleep aur kya ... masti karne ke iccha to bahut hai, but aisa koi sath nahi hai, and perhaps thats what i am missing. i need something in my life ... a spark to get me rolling ... waise i doubt anyone would be thinking i am not rolling ... credentials he aise chal rahe hai fortunately or unfortunately ...

want to find internal happiness somehow, searching for that ... sayad khud ko aur explore karna padega uske liye ya sayad kamm karna padega ... samaz nahi ata hai, but well have been always taking my decisons on my own so will do that again ... cause i am the best :)

so mr kshitij hinger, best thing for you is to start writing and getting your thought process sorted out cause thats the only way you can do ...

and well readers, you wont be able to make out what i mean in here ... cause its just whats going right now in my mind and what developed while writing this.

kabhi lagta tha ke mai likh nahi sakta, but now i know its not like that, just need a drive for that ... sayad khud se batt karne ke next state is writing or perhaps i need that now cause ab mai buddha ho raha hoon ... hehehehehe, bechare brain pe maine waise he kafi load diya hua hai ... chalo dinner order kiya jaye, sala koi acchi movie bhi nahi aa rahi hai TV mai :( kitne din ho gaye movies dekhe hue muzhe, soch raha hoon now this sunday back to back 2-3 movies nipta he dallon ... that will get me back on track ... yes thats what i need, i need some FUN ...

dekho how much writing can help :) solution nikal gaya ;)




waoooooooooooooo jst saw .. even my fortune says so .. hehehehehe

Dear Kshitij,
Here is your horoscope
for Monday, April 3:

Are you getting enough you-time? Self-care should be at the top of your list. Get a massage, treat yourself to a long day enjoying nature or spend some time with the phone turned off and reading a good book.

Sea and Seashore.

Trear Your life as Sea,
Your Heart as a Seashore,
and Friends like Waves.

It never matters how many waves are there.
What matters is,
How many waves touched the seashore.

so do you think you touched ?