Random Thoughts in my Mind ....

hmmm .. so what am i doing ? likh raha hoon .. likhna to meri adat nahi hai .. so kyoin likh raha hoon, pata nahi, sayad isliye kyoin ke kuch karne ko nahi hai ... pada hua hoon cuttak mai, there is lots of work to do, but aj kuch karne ke feel nahi aa rahi hai, pata nahi kyoin ? but well work is still going on good and at times somethings are not in your hand and you can't do anything about it. Life is going on and its so funny, things happen when you least expect those to happen ... even with having so many close, real close buddies i feel at times so alone, so lonley .. ajkal chirkutgiri full form mai chal rahi hai ... making many new friends from there but the question is what am i looking for ? sometime i wonder why do i need more friends, itne sare to hai and unse he touch mai rahena at times becomes problamatic ... but i guess jindgi aise he chalti hai ... isi ka namm jindgi hai :)

dekhte hai whats in store for me for tommorow, i guess now will utilize my time to plan tommorow's work day, that is also very necessary na ... parr still don't feel like ... i guess need to take a small break from work ... parr break le ke bhi kya karunga ? will sleep aur kya ... masti karne ke iccha to bahut hai, but aisa koi sath nahi hai, and perhaps thats what i am missing. i need something in my life ... a spark to get me rolling ... waise i doubt anyone would be thinking i am not rolling ... credentials he aise chal rahe hai fortunately or unfortunately ...

want to find internal happiness somehow, searching for that ... sayad khud ko aur explore karna padega uske liye ya sayad kamm karna padega ... samaz nahi ata hai, but well have been always taking my decisons on my own so will do that again ... cause i am the best :)

so mr kshitij hinger, best thing for you is to start writing and getting your thought process sorted out cause thats the only way you can do ...

and well readers, you wont be able to make out what i mean in here ... cause its just whats going right now in my mind and what developed while writing this.

kabhi lagta tha ke mai likh nahi sakta, but now i know its not like that, just need a drive for that ... sayad khud se batt karne ke next state is writing or perhaps i need that now cause ab mai buddha ho raha hoon ... hehehehehe, bechare brain pe maine waise he kafi load diya hua hai ... chalo dinner order kiya jaye, sala koi acchi movie bhi nahi aa rahi hai TV mai :( kitne din ho gaye movies dekhe hue muzhe, soch raha hoon now this sunday back to back 2-3 movies nipta he dallon ... that will get me back on track ... yes thats what i need, i need some FUN ...

dekho how much writing can help :) solution nikal gaya ;)




waoooooooooooooo jst saw .. even my fortune says so .. hehehehehe

Dear Kshitij,
Here is your horoscope
for Monday, April 3:

Are you getting enough you-time? Self-care should be at the top of your list. Get a massage, treat yourself to a long day enjoying nature or spend some time with the phone turned off and reading a good book.