Koi Aap Sa (Contd.)

hmmm ... a friend of mine after reading my post "koi aap sa" gave me a summary that "i want people to understand me, and they dont understand me or take me for what i am"

perhaps he is party true in that... people do misunderstand me and perhaps that is the reason when i do some things they come out to be shocked, perhaps a blessing in disguise :) But comming back to topic ... there was none anways ... hehehe ... the bigger reason is i think we learn from life, "Life is also a teacher, who takes examination first and than teaches the lesson" Perhaps i have been through many many examinations and from them have learned them a lot, perhaps as i have been alone facing those examinations and that has developed my thinking a lot, may be given some lines on one should and may be because i dont want to hurt anyone and that includes me i have generated the values and morals for friendship ... yes now these things could be very idealistic, but i belive a mahatma ghandi saying "Do to others, what you want for yrself" and i think i just try my level best to do my part and hope for the result, sometimes it comes and sometimes it may not come but well farak kya padtha hai, when you get back than perhaps you are the most happy person, because in today's world getting something which u want is perhaps the biggest thing which one can have and its a dream to have a life the way you want it, even 50% the way you want it, and i have learned that results never come in a day or two, it takes time for your efforts to yield and one should wait for that, its worth waiting for that ... there was a time when i was very unhappy in my life but as that time i never deviated from my values and so perhaps now i am happy, though a few of my friends will life to contradict me on that, but kher thats me ...

why does this questions always troubling me ... why am i writing ... perhaps these days i am writing because that makes it easier for me to talk with myself, and ya a question asked to me "u are not afraid of anyone knowing this" and according to me answer is ... those anybodies wont be able to make out a word from this and perhaps few my friends wont understand some part of it, its something on which it would be very difficult to comment on ... because it is simply my life and how can one comment on that ... hehehehe ... but i will still like to read the comments ...

makes me wonder how much abstractly i can think on anything ... so kuch aur likha jaye kya aaj ? perhaps a few questions will help me write more :) do give

Love,
Kshitij