Unseen . . .

Unseen . . .

It tears my heart in two
not being able to tell you how I feel
when you are with me,
and the love I feel, which you can't see.

As I sit across the table from you,
Breathing the aura of your life,
Who would have known of a love so strong
That would surpass the eternity of this life..

Knowing I could never touch you, hold you,;And love you the way I want to,
I still smile sad tears that fall
Slowly down my heart.A
s you walk away from the love,
You never knew to look for the soul mate
I could have been to you..

I linger a while and watch you pass me by.
I realize you would never love me,
And I watch my heart break down and die.
My soul mate it is you..
if only you knew . . .

And Forgive Me . .

And Forgive Me . .

You forgive me for liking you too much,
And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough.

You forgive me for missing you so,
And I'll forgive you for being so cold.

You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart,
And I'll forgive you for not hearing it.

You forgive me for playing your games,
And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions.

You forgive me for finding you so attractive,
And I'll forgive you for not noticing.

You forgive me for raising you up so high,
And I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low.

You forgive me for wanting to be with you,
And I'll forgive you for avoiding me.

You forgive me for being so pathetic,
And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it.

You forgive me for not being able to let go,
And I'll forgive you for never having latched on.

You forgive me for having hopes and dreams,
And I'll forgive you for crushing them . . .

Aint this so much true ... dont we all sometimes feel like that ... i don't know about others but i have felt this way many a times ... somtimes one simply understands the things .. even when they are unsaid ... Love u my Friends :)

Kshitij